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07:28pm 20/01/2008
  it's been a whileeee.
sean and me split up. or should i say i split up with sean. that was 2 weeks ago.
he stayed at the weekend and it was like we weren't split up, which was rather lovely, and rather weird. but i have concluded that i need him more than anyone. my little brain was a bit fucked up but i think it's all fixed now.
we shall see what happens next.
i have a new job. in a nail salon at the gyle. it's good. i was in on my own today, although the owners daughters friend came in so i could go on breaks etc. she sat through the back doing homework all day. then i locked up by myself. only my 3rd shift. how reliable am i!
other than that, college is the same...everything else is the same. boring!		  
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04:57pm 10/09/2007
  sean and i are off to Dublin for a weekend, the 18th-21st october.
we're both mega excited!
never thought about going there before but i spoke to a few people who have been and said it was fun.
we are staying right in the centre and apparently walking/staggering distance from everywhere.
woohoo :D

apart from that not much going on here. this week i'm extremely busy.
today:off
tues: college 9-3, work 4:30-8:30
wed: college 9-7
thurs: college 9-4 work : 5:30-9:30
fri: college 9-4 work: 5:30-8:30
sat: work 3-7 (although i've asked for an earlier shift cause i'm going out)

i just added into my availability that i would work on a friday evening thinking they would take out one of the other shifts, ie the 5:30-9:30 on a thursday.
last week i just worked tuesday, thursday and saturday and i was actually exhausted on saturday. so this week is going to be worse! so shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

still haven't heard whether i'm getting a bursary or not. i fucking hope to god i am or i am going to struggle this year big time!		  
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09:22pm 02/09/2007
  i am so fucking bored i thought i'd just write a post since i never really do.
everyone heard britney's new song?! yeahhhh it's amazing :D

sean and i had a "romantic" night yesterday which was zero romantic. went shopping after work, and we decided instead of going for a meal we'd just stay at home and cook a nice meal. SAY WHAT. we went and bought stuff for chicken fajita's (oh whats new) and got home, he went on the computer. i sat watching E! and then I (!) cooked then he came through and ate, then went back on the computer! oh so ROMANTIC.
then we went up town with plans of going to the tron, go there, it's packed, so we take a walk all over the freaking cowgate and all the way to the end of the grassmarket and decide to go back towards the tron, then down the royal mile, no nothing, so went to the tron and got seats upstairs. hate sitting upstairs but it was so nice and quiet up there. got a bottle of wine. then alan came and met us cause he had just been on a date and i needed to get all the goss on that. so 3 bottles of wine later i want to go out dancing, the boys don't, sean is sick (lightweight) he gets a kebab after that, WHAT?!. then we get a taxi home, he is sick about 5 times after that, in my kitchen sink EW EW EW, in the bathroom sink..WHY!? it was minging, and the kebab just goes in the bin. he wakes up this morning all hungover and i am FINE! wtf?! i am always sick and hungover but i wasn't WOOWOOWOO!

anyways i'm back at college and back to learning..gahhh. but it's going to be a really good year...even though it's going to be hard as fuck. i'm tough bitch!

!X		  
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02:00pm 19/08/2007
  me and sean basically broke up, or as good as, but we're ok-ish now.

god sake!		  
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03:48pm 10/07/2007
  i'm back in edinburgh. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA :(

but i got the most STUNNING white gold eternity ring from sean for my birthday :D		  
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09:58pm 28/06/2007
  sorry i'm never coming home :D  
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10:39pm 19/06/2007
  i'm in florida bitches!  
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11:05pm 30/05/2007
  i've lost a stone :D  
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10:10pm 15/05/2007
  i'm 9 pounds lighter, not as much as i wanted to be in this amount of time but i'm still happy!
4 weeks til florida, another 9 pounds off would be pretty good.
even though nowhere near my target weight.
good though!		  
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06:12pm 30/04/2007
  back from london last night.
such an amazing weekend!! gian was absolute pish though, can't believe i wasted so much money on it!

anyhoo, thursday, me, sean, alan, mike, andy, andy k, gav, marky, kyle and sibhion all got the half9 flight down, got into GENERATORRRR about 1ish or summin. got ourselves unpacked. room swas like a prison cell but whatevz.
thursday night was such a riot, drinking lambrini and generator cocktails! was sick that night hahaha. absolutely steaming, kareoke, dancing our socks off and laughing loads.

generator hostel was actually team scotland, loads of us staying there.

friday we all went into camden for a wander, went for a pub lunch where the barman was from penicuick so we got a cheap ass lunch and drinks. then back to generator to freshen up then off to gian about 6ish. fightstar, alexisonfire, the used then back to generator! was supposed to be hardman competition but that wasn't on for some reason so it was more lambrini and a ridiculous amount of drink in the bar and soooo much dancing. all of us from scotland on the stage dancing!! amazing!!!!

saturday morning worst hangover of my life, sick 8 times!!! everyone went to gian and i just slept for a bit longer then headed along BY MYSELF!! for about 5ish. motion city were beast, and aar were amazingggggggggggggg! brand new can actually suck my cock they were actually so boring so we left early. no drinking on saturday though but i have never laughed so much in my life.
me and alan were doing that laughing fit were you're actually in sooo much pain but you still can't stop laughing!!!!!! amazing. veggie indian. didnt get to sleep til like 5am.

up early on sunday, me and sean checked out, dumped our bags in the boy's room then headed into town for shopping. it was wayyyyyyyyy too busy so didnt even buy anything apart from a mac bronzer and eyeshadow just so i could get a selfridges bag. wanted to get a dkny purse i saw but couldnt find our way back to the street with all the posh shops on which were all closed!! apart from dkny, but i really wanted to look in chanel!!! anyways back to generator, pick up bags, airport, fanny around, last calls for our flight SHIT IS THAT THE TIME, bolt to the gate, see a girl i work with, flight, home, amazing sex then sleep!!

college today was shit cause i was knackered. but amazing weekend.

everyone got pissed off at alan cause of our silly accents and the fact that now neither of us can stop saying "i'll tell you that for free!" hahahahah. oh mannnn. funniest weekend ever :D :D :D

and whoever went and didnt stay in generator, GUTTED FOR YOU!! even though it was communial showers and the fat foreign folk kinda liked showering without closing their curtains :| :| :|		  
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08:01pm 19/04/2007
  1 week til london :D :D :D  
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10:48pm 13/04/2007
  the fact that i've eaten my own weight in shitty food this week is so not a good start to my first meeting on monday.
oh well 8 weeks of being super good and hopefully losing 2 stone! i think i can do it if i try really really hard!!

oh and i'm skint. like utterly skint. i knew i over spent this month but i can't believe how much by. really sickening. this was the month i really needed to save for as well cause of london at the end of the month! jesusss!!		  
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12:52pm 04/04/2007
  so i'm joining scottish slimemrs again!! on a monday up at the clermiston inn!  
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02:58pm 03/04/2007
  i'm going to florida for 3 weeks this summer! :D 16th june-7th july

i told my dad i could only go for 2 weeks when i originally ask him about going over, cause of work etc. but he seemed to have forgotten that and txt me last night telling me my 3 week trip had been booked :|

so now i feel excited but very stressed out because i'm not sure how i'm going to get off work for 3 weeks. i have the holiday's but my mum tells me you can only get off 2 weeks at a time!
it also means i can't go to greece this summer cause not enough holiday times. man oh man! i don't actually think greece is going to happen anyways cause we've still not booked it.

so work at half5 today and hopefully my manager will be in for me to talk to!

:| :|

p.s more importantly how will i manage not seeing sean for 3 weeks?! :(		  
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11:39pm 30/03/2007
  things are good just now (apart from my diet, but what's new ;)i just undid all my hard work in the past 24 hours. gutted.)

tomorrow will be mine and seans 1 and a half year anniversary.
so weird how time flies!
i actually can't believe we've been going out for that long.
i can't believe i've actually managed to make a relationship last that long.
it's so weird how one person can make you feel so completed. how we can talk about the next however many years together and not feel freaked out by it but really look forward to it. how much we enjoy being in each other's company wherever we are. even if we've had an argument, i'm still glad i'm there with him cause i get so lonely without him. how we managed to even last this long after everything has to be a good thing. how can one person take up the majority of all your thoughts. our relationship is so amazing and i love it. he makes me laugh so much and i love just being with him. i actually just love him so so so sooo much! :)

ok bye!		  
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08:37pm 15/03/2007
  seriously, why does dieting have to be sooo hard!
it's like i can be so brilliant one day, but on the next day i lose all focus etc.
tuesday i worked out so hard. my legs are still agony :( but i felt so great, and yesterday i ate so good, but today has SUCKED! i know you have to have one bad day but i was hoping that was going to be on saturday. jesus!
can somebody wave a magic wand and make me slim plz.
i really really really need to stay focus, maybe put loads of pictures of skinny malinks on my cupboard doors etc. oghsroiroitgcxjklhdfgh.		  
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01:04pm 01/03/2007
  hi there.
not much going on to be honest :(
looking forward to this weekend. dressed up and drunk. :D
my head feels a bit fucked right now but that's just me being weird and over thinking EVERYTHING.
i even piss myself off doing it but i can't help it.
been off college this week cause of a stinking cold. and could have gone into my work placement yesterday but i hate it so i just called in sick, luckily i lost my voice yesterday morning so it made me sound more ill.
went and got my hair dyed and it's stunning. cut next week :D

you can't have love without trust?		  
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07:54pm 31/01/2007
  ps who was that STUNNING guy at the tron yesterday. mmmm.  
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07:52pm 31/01/2007
  i think i should cut down on alcohol for a while :|
went to the brook yesterday, an hour and half hours wait so i was like eh nut, the receptionist woman was truely unhelpful so i'm still here worrying. gah.
i'm tired.		  
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11:48pm 25/01/2007
  i love mcfly.  
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